Im pissed the fuck off like majorly I hate the dumb ass bus system. Metro are some crooks forreal and now im furious wtf the dumbass bus just took a 10 dollar bill and this asshole is gunna say oh well its gone I swear on everything if I cnt get on the 21 with his "ticket" he's suppose to b writing im takin my ass home and im no joking wtf that fuckin machine shud have a return on it and I swear I will complain until I get my damn money back

so...this could POSSIBLY be the start of the most rocky lovefilled relationship of my life.
but its so hard to keep it steady wen ur so scared of getting broken.
the more u learn about ppl the more it weighs on ur opinion of them. its just up to u as to wether u can accept them thru the good bad and ugly. finding things about their past doesn make them bad. time brings change
wether it be n the heart or in the mind.
also finding something out give u three options.
1. get mad on the spot and throw everything away
2. find answers
3. find the truth

getting mad typically means u didn want the relationship in the first place but ur gettin out while u can in order to spare u heart undrrstandable but u cud b missing out on something real and u wnt realize it until its too late. the person u think is doing u wrong cud possibly be the person who cares for u the most.
now;
yes there is a difference between getting answers and getting the truth
it jus depends on which one will satisfy ur curiosity. getting the truth means that ur most definetly gunna get hurt its like the saying goes "truth hurts" thats y if u dont intend for that jus go for getting an answer something to satisfy ur curiosity and will leave u blissfully ignorant. "curiosity killed the cat but satifaction brought it back"

if ur trying to find an aswer txt msg ur guy or msg him so he can hav ample time to coem up with a story that makes sense. if u want the truth call or ask face to face thats the only way.

 

be mindful tho it wont matter if u go off and get angry and do whatever bcuz if the guy never cared about yu ur feelings really wont matter.

 

being in a relationship is so hard but theres a point where u have to decided  do u want to be happy with the person thats putting in effort for u? or would u rather have many guys and live the single life?

wll watever ur delima u have to be smart about it and NEVER get carried away putting deep emotions or give ur heart away to ANYONE even a helpless romantic like myself knows that this isnt wise it only leads to heatbreak at a young age.

but when ur  older most guys want to settle down so theyr safe to give ur heart to because who are they gunna cheat on u with attendant at the nursing home? i think not

 

"it takes a fool to learn that love dont love nobody"

so dnt ever think ur an acception jus go with the flow and see where it takes u

 

it seems like if my life wer a movie it wud be at the part where all events r pointtng to the protagonist demise. but i keep comin out stronger. my biggest problem right now is my home life nd relationship life. i cnt communicate with my mom nd im tryna figur out how to build relationships the real way...the patient way. im trying to get it together tho...